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WHY

  The only thread through every memory, nothing more than a single word untold. Whispered by my mind, seeking answers the heart cannot hold. I ask myself, was it everything I asked for? Or merely a wish dressed as fate? Or was it a lesson sent by time, that my soul has learned to hate? No, I never asked for it, yet was given a taste of it. Bitter, yet I craved it still, and wondered, why I could not let it slip. I'll carry it with me as a chapter, a page I never meant to write. Though its wounds still linger within me, I'll keep asking why tonight. Th question will lie in me as an unanswered prayer while my efforts fade into the air I thank my heart for its courage to open up, While I close this chapter with the same question: WHY?
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SWEATER

You drape around my shoulders, warm and sure, A borrowed hush against the brittle air; In every thread, I feel my heart endure The ache of wanting more than I can bear. You hold me when the world is sharp and loud, Your weight a promise stitched into my skin; I hide my shaking where I’m not so proud, Pretend this closeness is not pulling me in. I crave the way you know me without touch, The silent care you never have to prove; I fear I want your comfort far too much, Mistaking shelter for a deeper love. If I should lose you, cold would know my name For warmth like yours is never quite the same.  
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HE ISN'T YOU

He says my name,  but it doesn't land the same. His hands are warm,   yet they don't know my shape. He listens, yes but not to the pauses between my words. Being with him feels like daylight, while you were the moon I learned to ache for. I smile, I try, I almost believe, but my heart keeps looking for your shadow. He gives me moments,  you were the meaning inside them. And that's how I know he isn't you, and never will be.
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Nothingness

 Don't trust me, I am not trustworthy Don't love me, I don't deserve love Don't miss me, I am not someone you should remember. That's what he says, Left me concerned Think about it every day, Only to discern That I was lost, never to be found.
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Soulmate in a Stranger

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 Before I was a loner Constantly circling in my own world Thought that love could never stop by ever As I couldn't find my special lover. Then I met you one summer for hours we sat and talked to each other like old friends we were, I remember Funny I thought that I had found my soulmate in a stranger. I knew I had found my forever Someone I could love endlessly My love has only grown deeper And she has made my life sweeter. ♡♡♡
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6. Extract Of My Life

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 The last breath floats to the stars,  a silent passage  into the light.
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5.Extract Of My Life

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 Yeah I lost myself sunk deeper into the well No matter how much I try, but I always wanna hide and cry I think I have compromised  Because that's the reality of my life.
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4. Extract Of My Life

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  I found a way to be happy, never think about the bad days  and always keep my head up. Never listen to others and only listen to my  voice inside. And the rest will be found out.                                                                                                              
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3. Extract of my Life

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 Enjoy the little things tha t's what they say. I ignore them and let my pains go away. All I want is one happy day, which is full of colours, memories and love, so I can't walk away.
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2.Extract of my Life

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 I always think that  I should run away, Runaway from the past, where the memories didn't last. All the polaroids I took, left my life shook. So I have no choice but to run away.
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